Honestly, I still have headache and not feeling well (emotionally). Pada mulanya everything was fine until something came along the way and I get too upset and end up doing stupid thing. Tak perlu cerita in details what really happen and who to blame on. Kesimpulannya, I get too angry, too upset, I extremely sad and then I throw away our wedding band from our hotel balcony into a pond. Plupp... A pair of wedding band worth thousands gone just like that.
This is not a fairytale sort of relationship. There are upside down moment and they will keep coming in our marriage. I just hope that I will be strong enough to face it and be more patient than I am now. Aku memang sangat sensitive and easily get upset after married. My husband didn't scold me or get angry at all. When he knew I throw away the rings, he just said "Semua nak buang" and went downstairs and cuba cari balik cincin tu. Aku dah campak masuk kolam macam mana nak jumpa.
Kalau in future husband aku ada affair, ada girlfriend or nak kahwin lain so tahu dah kenapa. I am not a good wife. Sedihnya, aku kena kumpul duit ganti cincin tu baliklah.
|i'm gonna miss you both so much :"(|