I'm Spoiled

So far most of my entri adalah pasal anak, Nurin Imaan, belum lagi berkisah tentang suami, Encik ZRZ. Aku bukan hanya seorang ibu tetapi juga seorang isteri macam tittle blog I ni. Being a wife I have to admit that aku masih kurang serba serbi. Kalau nak compare dengan isteri yang lain, aku ni kena tinggal 16 tiang kat belakang, not a good wifey so far. Aku tak masak untuk suami (makan kat kedai, or makan kat rumah mak), tak iron baju kerja suami (hantar dobi), tak layan suami seperti yang sepatutnya seorang isteri layan or treat their husband. Selalunya my hubby yang kejut aku time Subuh, which biasanya wife yang bangun tidur dulu. Rasa responsible and guilty tu ada tapi mungkin aku belum cukup rajin (malas). Tapi suami aku tak pernah complaint, tak pernah marah, tak pernah tengking, and never says NO to my requests. I must says that aku sangat bertuah dapat suami yang sangat penyabar, sangat penyayang dan sangat pemurah.

Being a woman yang memang serasi dengan masalah emosi, aku pun tak terkecuali. Before kahwin, aku bukan jenis yang emosi tak bertempat, kategori manusia cool lah jugak. Tapi since kahwin ni makin hari kadang-kadang benda kecil pun boleh sentap. Aku kalau sentap takde lah mengamuk tak tentu hala tapi buat perangai jugak lah sampai aku sendiri menyampah dengan diri sendiri. Lupa yang sekarang syurga sudah di bawah tapak kaki suami.

I can't complaint about my husband because I know he always trying his best for our family. I am the one yang should try myself harder because I am being lazy all this time. Tak tahu lah everything seem to changed since we have our little precious. Most of my time was dedicated to her, while my husband needs has been taken for granted. I realized my mistakes but I am not making any action yet.

I always heard bad stories about other people husbands. Husband being stingy, husband not romantic, husband being cold, don't know to express feeling, husband hard to says I love you, husband bias to his family, husband bla bla bla. Each time I heard that, deep down I felt how lucky I am because my husband is opposite all the negativity mentioned.

My husband extremely generous to me. Nak apa, semua boleh. Tak pernah kata tak boleh even if I ask for luxury car, but of course I didn't get the car yet pasal we still cannot afford. Tapi kalau mampu it is not possible that my husband will buy one for me. He bought me a diamond ring after we knew that I was pregnant. He brought me to a fancy restaurant during our anniversary, went for a vacation during my birthday, send me huge bouquet of fresh flower to my office. My husband tak wealthy or bergaji besar, tapi dia jenis tak berkira langsung dengan aku. He send and fetch me from work everyday walaupun my office and his office sangat jauh, opposite direction pulak tu. He never feel shame to express his feeling to  me even in front of other people. Everyday he must kiss me banyak kali, says I love you and will hug me to sleep. He did a lot for me tapi sometimes aku masih tak bersyukur and buat perangai.

Aku buat entri ni bukan untuk show off my husband or what so ever just a reminder to myself supaya sentiasa beringat and hargai suami aku seadanya. Jangan salah sikit nak rebel macam budak-budak.

sweet surprise for me during our holiday in bali - special birthday arrangement and chocolate cake

i love you two